You know who finally got a date? This guy. This guy right here. Hell yes.
I thought it was over.
Why wont these feelings fade? I am falling deeper and deeper, I cant take this much longer. I need someone to hold, someone to love. Im slipping and I don’t know how much farther I can fall.
I thought I was done. I thought I had moved on like I always end up having to do. Then I find out she cheated on me? It hurts so much. It hurts too much. Why do I still care? Why can’t I move on? I can’t keep doing this.
For once in my life I want to take the low road. I need to stop looking out for others so much and focus on looking out for myself.
There is nothing like the feeling when you find out you were cheated on.
DMT is a hell of a drug.
DMT is the only psychedelic that I have done that has given me a spiritual experience. After one or two hits you the effects are identical to what it would be to be on the peak of a 5+ gram shroom trip. After the third hit I was transported to the realm where “enlightened” beings dwelled, such as Ra, Buddah, Jesus, ect. The majority of these beings were humanoid in appearance but with animal heads like lions or birds. Two of these beings welcomed me into their home and guided me around their world untill I came down.
Now my dilemma is that it is hard to have a serious conversation with someone about my non-conformist views and beliefs.
You drink about it, smoke about it, don’t talk about it.— Ella Eyre (via daughterofgollum)
I don’t have a drinking problem, but I have a drinking solution. I don’t think I ever learned to think
I can feel the loneliness slowly creeping back into my life. I don’t want this. Good thing drugs will always be there for me.